Sunday, February 23, 2014

FALLING MADNESS





 if you've ever seen me and rewdjety falling at school, this is why. trust me, it's on purpose... we're not that clumsy

Time traveler 2

After his return from prom night with James, Nicky came home to great news  from his wife Cori, that she was pregnant. With that in mind, Nicky knew he had to take a few months off from time traveling to get things prepared. Even though dozens of clients were still calling him up looking for his help, Nicky had to refuse them his help. However, one certain client stuck out to Nicky. 
Lawrence, a curious 16 year old boy desperately wanted and needed his help. A few days ago, Lawrence found out some drastic news in his home life;his parents weren't actually his parents. It wasn't even that he was adopted by his "parents", he was found. That's some pretty hard news to receive, and Lawrence was crushed by it, that he just wanted to see his real parents. 
After calling Nicky eight times, and leaving messages telling his story, Nicky and Cori both decided it'd be a nice thing to do for the poor kid. So the next day, another adventure began. 
Going back 16 years to where he was born, Lawrence and Nicky found themselves outside a small apartment in Colorado. Standing outside on a nice summer day, they could hear a baby boys cries coming from inside the house, and cries and screams coming from a young couple who we're suppose to be watching the baby boy. They could head the whole argument coming from inside the small window. 
"You told me we could do this that's why we both made a decision to go through with it and keep Lawrence." screamed Lawrence's mother. "I don't want this, I DIDN'T want this. I can't do it and I'm not going to do it."
"wait" Lawrence said. "I need to know how they were before they had me and before they got pregnant and decided to keep me. Can we go back 12 more months? "
*Fastforward to when they went back 12 months to Denver Colorado. It was his moms birthday* 
Standing outside a nice restaurant, they could see his parents laughing,eating and having fun with each other and a couple of friends. At the end of the night, they cheerfully left the restaurant with each other, walking form the street to a small corner park that was beautifully lit by a colorful fountain. Just a few moments later, his father kissed his mom and suddenly dropped down to one knee holding a ring. 
*go back to standing outside the house after Lawrence's birth* 
"it was all me.i ruined their relationship. They didn't want me from the start..look at how happy they were before me." said Lawrence. "I want to go home now. I can't bare to see how and where they left me. I'm sorry for wasting your time, can we go"

Saturday, February 22, 2014

shed a couple pounds

http://www.seventeen.com/health/tips/teenage-weight-loss-tips#slide-1

As a teenager, I'm not even ashamed to say that I'm not 100% comfortable in my body; I'd love to shed a couple pounds and be more toned, just like most teenagers. after reading girls comments and posts on this article, you truly see how many people are uncomfortable in their bodies. I feel bad and want to tell them all they they're beautiful the way they are, but then I feel like a huge hypocrite because I'm the same way; I want to be skinnier. I think when teens read posts like this it helps but some take it too far. I don't know weight loss and like healthy lifestyle choices as well going to they gym everyday are a big part of my life and I try to do it in a healthy way, while some teens are drastic with it and begin developing food disorders. 

AyyyeBeeeeCeee

Another Friday night in the HoFlo area...hmm i wonder whats going on. Before the weekend actually comes, everyone anticipates it so much but once its here everyone's in bed looking for plans. Counting down the days until graduation, i think its safe to say everyone's tired of each other and wants to start a new life at college. Doing what I do best (watching gossip girl) im in bed friday when rew boo comes over. Even though there was nothing to do, these other 2 boys and 2 girls came over. Fu**ing boring night. God. Honestly.. we played truth or daree. I cant stand that game and was pissed because it was so awkward with one of the boys. Just before everybody came,earlier that night we all went to dinner, and it was way more fun than playing a game. Kissing people because of a dare? Like hell I would. Maybe it was just because everybody's watching and the fact that it's more than just a kiss with one of the boys, but i was not trying to do that. Not for me. On top of that, everybody is just so boring. People think "hanging out" consists of sitting in silence on their phones. Quietness fills us. Reasons why I hate hanging out with people kept popping into my mind, making me want to end the night. Sydney had to leave so great.. now it was even more awkward and boring.  To be honest, i think i told the boys they had to leave because they were boring me. Utterly disgusted with them, they finally left and my two friends and I had more fun watching a movie than we did hanging out with them. Very soon after the boys left, one of them texted me right after wanting to come back, i had to treat. Why am i so bitter, but honestly i don't like anybody and want to be left alone because i couldnt even believe how bored i was that night. Xnayyyy on the xnayyy on hanging with people. Yay for netflix and being by myself. 
zaaaaaayumnn.... that story was bad. 

WAKARUSA





ever heard of string cheese? nah not the food but the band: the string cheese incident. or eoto, STS9. Its not your normal type of music but its one of my favorite types. all techno and instrumental sounds, the concerts are probably the most turnt ones you'll ever go to. its something about it that makes it so much fun. now when you watch the video, you may think it's kind of hippie-ish, which it is, but not as much as wakarusa. just like electric forest and summer camp, wakarusa is one of the greatest musical feztivals each year. almost like a carnival, people pitch their tents in Arkansas and get ready for the hippies to have some fun. everythings outdoors where you camp for the weekend and mingle with everybody around. it looks like so much color,festivals and so much going on words ant even describe it... its something you just need to live through and experience. soooo happy i finally get to go this year

Netfix taking over lives?

Lets all take a moment to think about just how addicting Netflix is.
Liike... its actually crazy how much it consumes my life. I can come home from school, go right to my bed, turn on one episode of gossip girl, and next thing i know, its 10pm and I'm about to begin my 6th episode of the night. AND I CAN'T EVEN HELP IT. its not even that i'm addicted to gossip girl.. its netflix.Netflix is the evil angel in my life. its such a wonderful invention because we have access to whole series of television shos without the anxious breaks of waiting for the new season, and theres no commercials!! thats love.
but on the otherhand.. whyyyy does it have to be in my life. I watch my netflix from the wii... in my room... right next to my bed.. STARING me in the face when I'm trying to do my homework. so thats that. I don't even know what homework is anymore thanks to netflix. One day we had off of school, i watched twelve episodes that day. left my bed strictly to eat and use the bathroom. like its just so easy to keep hitting that "play next episode" button. its an automatic reaction.. an impulse. most people watch an episode a day. Me? one season in a day***  Over the summer, i watched the entire Orange is the New black series in one sitting.. acceptable or nah?whatever.. my beds already calling me for June 6th when the second season comes out :)

Monday, February 3, 2014

Skinny or Healthy?/


I think it's really becoming a major issue that social media such as tumblr, instagram, models, and all kinds of magazines, are giving teenage girls a false idea of what their body should really be. Pictures such as these, make girls believe the barbie face and body is the ideal image, and every girl should look like this. I'll admit that I would love to be skinnier and prettier and I do try, but never to the point of self harm.  Girls starve themselves, exercise excessively, force themselves to throw up and all other kinds of self harm just to try to look like a false image.  Barbie isn't real, her body and beauty is not realistic so why are girls trying so hard.
Doing all they can to lose that stomach, get that thigh gap, and cake 10 pounds of makeup on their faces.
Funny thing is.. nobody is naturally like that/
Society isn't like that..
I think teenage girls need to stop the self harm and realize they are beautiful just as they are.  These models and tumblr girls give us all false hope that they are the perfect beauty and their goal is to make everybody want to be them.   The woman in this picture is absolutely gorgeous just the way she is, just like everybody is. So stop changing yourself and be happy with what you have because the image that you think is perfect, doesn't exist.